Tuesday, December 7, 2010

She may never know what they want

 But she has been very clear that she does not want what it is.

she always likes to do behind the scenes of the spectators, coldly, quietly watching everything, in her eyes, everything in her surprise, she did not think there is anything new, if She acted strange, it was because she felt should be done. She is like a theater person, always out of it.

you do not blame her cold, it was her only way to protect themselves. She looks like a hedgehog, always put up their quills, but the sting will not hurt her, she just used to arm themselves. She dare not take too much love, she was afraid to enjoy the complete love, the rest is just extra pain. So when someone loved her too, she will not only not pleased, but will frighten away as she did not know how to return love for her people, and if you get her love, it is because she knows how to face, How to return. Her pursuit of the kind of civil use of the state. She knows love, but not used to love her, and she knew that love is often accompanied by hate, and hate, the pain is too heavy and also too easy to feelings of fatigue. She did not want pain, will not bother to hate, so, in order to prevent the arrival of hate and pain, she had to choose not to love, even love, is also a faint, cold. Do not blame her, she is really do not know how to concentrate.

she sometimes very hypocritical. Do not blame her, she chose hypocrisy, that is what you do not want to force her to do her thing but can not refuse, she promised not used to not know how to refuse, she is best at is make life difficult for themselves. She did not want to upset you had to make himself sad. She was always stubbornly believe that they have extraordinary endurance, she would they want to be too strong, while the others want to be too fragile. She was always worried that their behavior tends to make people hurt. She did not know, injury is ourselves. But she does not know how to show it, she was confused like others have suggested, would be vulnerable to the attack himself as a person.

do not think she was very free and easy, very often, she is not fit - she is sensitive to than anyone else, should be fine, but she will not let you know, she knew, even if you know , and is useless. Her heart is to grasp the wind, her desire for a simple and free like the wind. She is not want calm, she just can not find the calm reason, her life could not clear their own role to play in this world, she only kept looking to find their ultimate goal. If she found, she would not hesitate to stop and give up the mind from wandering. Unfortunately, she will never meet, never stop pursuing her. No matter how tired her heart, can not deprive yourself of the dream, the dream is her only strong point.

do not let her down. Because she can not learn to forgive, she is very hungry perfect, although she knew the world there is no absolute perfect, but she has the absolute dedication to the pursuit of perfection. If you make her disappointment, she would irrevocably leave, even though her heart in the blood, even if the pain got to re-crush her life, she never looked back. At that time, you can see her face is chilling to pull off. Even if she is still in your side, her heart has also long been million miles away from you, you can not see her hate, but you will also feel painful than hate the cold. She left the mind to leave.

the first half a minute she was so nice to you by surprise, and also after a half minutes in the cold makes your unacceptable. Do not ask her why she so fickle, she did not know. When you see her in the mad happy or sad, do not confuse, no matter how crazy she looked, her heart is calm, she is more than any of you know how to handle a bystander happy and sad, she just habit - can also be said to be like to all go crazy. Because she felt it is duty and rights, she is to create an atmosphere of experts, all of her quip will light up, but she will sigh and all Dunong very heavy. She always involuntarily staggered manipulated happiness and depression. She was not so happy as you can see, the same, not as you see so sad, but she depressed, like put on a happy mask, and when she was happy, depressed and not easily let go of her.

in her Aquarius, the container of the source is not happy, but she did not want the tears that fell in front of others. You see, she laughs like a child, you sometimes think she is innocent like an angel out of a fairy tale. However, if your heart and you'll see her face when quiet lingering sadness, and her eyes, actually a backlog of so dignified a disillusioned to taste. She is only at midnight when no one, will be completely free themselves. She will not reveal in full view of her helplessness, her loss, her vicissitudes. She was the bottle of water, endless tears forever flow. You can see a strong, just trying to hide her vulnerability

the hearts of almost every Aquarius all have a memorable human memory, one can never forget the back. It may be only a very brief sexual gratification, just a blind love, or just a exists only in virtual reality. Everything seemed so calm, so harmonious. No earth-shattering, no eachother, no drawing near, no romance, no oath, no temperature. Aquarius intellect and indifference, never destined to ignite any emotion. Aquarius is not easy to love a person. Some people say that the requirements of partners Aquarius is too high, they do not have, focus on the feeling of Aquarius. Just so casual glance, that person has already attracted the attention of all water bottles, since eyes can not be transferred. Fall in love with a person with a second,bailey UGG boots, and then pay a lifetime to forget, Aquarius is one such test products. But almost all the water bottles will deny love at first sight happen in their own, because, as the GAO has been since the recognition and love a person that clock thing seems to be an insult to their intelligence. More often, because even they did not find that has fallen in love. Aquarius for the emotional response is often slow, slow to the final every time insiders. Sometimes prone to figure out their feelings, do not know what they want and feel confused. In each other's feelings is not very clear that when the withdrawal of confidence, that love is love each other, do not want to force each other. Seemed very passive, fits and starts, hesitations, extremely contradictory. In the absence of fully defined before, and never easy to give love, for fear of losing. Perhaps the lack of a sense of security, perhaps for their own protection, you can also as a kind of selfish. Aquarius is generally a good friend after a very long visit on earth, not just years but decades. Once Aquarius as your friend, and will be through fire and water Taoxintaofei. On buses, streets, shopping malls, water bottle is always the wrong one. In a big crowd, always looking for a familiar figure, until the hallucinations. At this moment, Aquarius suddenly wanted to burst into tears, because suddenly find themselves falling in love with a man almost crazy and lost their senses, loss of self. This sudden feeling terrified, helpless. Aquarius does not like this feeling, because I do not know how to deal with. Aquarius let the initiative to chase, is a extremely difficult thing in the world can not afford Aquarius rejected, that is so fragile, no matter how seemingly strong. Aquarius is always a worry-free in front of the heart did not like liver, do not want people to see their sadness, the feeling of insecurity that will always place secretly in the absence of tears. Scales of balance, feeling heavy pressure in the bottom of my heart that he was floating in the air. Lost self, happiness has become nothing. Aquarius once paid, is complete, can not be recovered. The more emotional the more you put into re-injury. The most good can not do anything themselves. Do not want to upset each other, had to a tune. Always think that they have extraordinary endurance, to imagine himself too strong, while the others want to be too fragile. Do not know, injury is her own, just do not know how to show it. Love is the word of Aquarius, too heavy rare, and can not use language interpretation. Once to say, as if ancient artifacts, were unearthed and exposed to air, look completely different, loss of the original value. So, do not easily say. Only once, Aquarius put life, spent, because persistent, they end up scarred. During that sinking feeling numb as acid corrosion of the heart, through a hole and could not make up. Time is the world's most powerful Cuozi, the empty edges gradually heal, not put people. When the cold wind blowing, I still heard faint rustling sound bleak, like an elegy. Only once, Aquarius is no longer fantasy, so severely shattered himself and refused to melt put together. For fear of melting the memory, for fear that far from the back of melting of the afraid of melting their expectations of the millennium. But who know, Aquarius heart, the capacity is very small, only one of no change of. In addition to that person, all the other automatically classified as a program. Because they can not hypocritical, so sweet are mean to give. As naive, so still waiting before death. Because of the courage, so just sit and let go of love can do. When you see a bottle in the mad happy or sad, please do not be confused, always involuntarily staggered bottle manipulated joys and sorrows. Is not so happy as to see the same, but also not so sad to see. Just sad,UGG boots clearance, like put on a happy mask, and when the bottles are happy, sad and would not easily let go. Only people who really know how to Aquarius, to see the eyes of sadness that a ray of indistinct to understand what makes water bottles so no turning back, what makes hot and cold water bottles have become so uncertain, can appreciate the strong water bottle just trying to cover up the weak. Fortune, said Aquarius tend not to be cherished loved ones. I thought, why? Perhaps the answer lies in the hearts of the nature of Aquarius is unwilling to admit it. Aquarius addition to a people who love their all-inclusive, it also needs a psychiatrist. These words make sense, and some see this is no laughing Aquarius sad but funny. Aquarius people, once hurt, it will be wrapped in layers of the heart, hard to open. So please, fall in love with the bottle, there must be patient enough to open the bottle heart. Be sure to cherish the bottle, do not let them hurt, because, even if wounded, they would also be cool to say goodbye to cover up with a strong and fragile. Always look very strong, but a man hiding in the yard at night crying. Aquarians can be said that basically there is no real friends can talk about anything, because they never took the mask, only in the virtual world, be possible to open the gate.

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